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*** January 2010 ***

Im so Frustrated ***
this site has been hacked , im not sure what happened ..... i havent lost anything but its not letting me update any of the pages, and its lookin like they all have been tampered with and im going to have to start all over again ..... grrr ***
im not giving up though, im being tested how bad do i want this ? ... well i do want this and bad ...
and ive been through alot in the past couple years, and i crashed but i am coming back ... because its here that i feel right, for the first time in my life i know i am on the right path for me.....
so every hurdle i have cleared to get here has just made me appreciate it more .....
so bear with me im back with an attitude, and a little bit of confidence this time ,
and im not alone ..... i am no longer a one girl operation .....
kelley says i collect people, and i guess i do , but the people collected and i have decided it is ok as long  as those being collected like it ..... so i collected an array of unique individuals and together we have created a pixie - forest of performers, musicians, and artists alike .....
we still make the clothes, and now we put on shows .....
and sell the toys we play with .....

ill probably spend the rest of january reworking these pages ... i had really wanted to focus on catching up with my email, as its been neglected for over a year now .....i am going to try to work on that as well but maybe have to make that my goal for february ...

i stopped living when madison was diagnosed, i didnt even realize to what extent i had introverted ,not being so stable going into all of that ... so please forgive me and have patience it will be worth it in the end i promise .....

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*** Pages listed above are up and running once again ...  alot of our files were lost
...grrrr ***

i started writing a book last fall during some forced down time i had ... ive been through alot in the past couple years ... i just kinda turned into a robot going through the motions of life living in some state of shock ....  snapping back is hard ... but ive made it this far im not going to give up now ...
im going to publish it in the form of a blog ... with all of the photos the papparazzi has been shooting of me the last 5 years ... they together definately tell a story ...

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::  performance ::  calendar ::
2010 :

i want to publish my story and create a community of others like me ...
a place in which we can all come together and heal from years of societal abuse ... i will and i will help others find love in two thousand and ten ...

this year i need to focus on some karmatic debt issues ... people whom have been very understanding in my emotional breakdown while in the middle of making them stuff ..... my heart will not let move on untill i take care of some of these things ...
but
i will post atleast one collection on my website later this year ...
to keep in practice cause in 2011 its on ...

hoops will be available soon ... beth is going to handle all of that for me because i just dont think im ready ....but she insists that the world needs my hoop love, and i like how that sounds so im going to let her help me ...
and i really do want to share with everyone what has saved  my soul more than once ...

i will read all thousands of emails and myspace messages that became too overwhelming for a couple minutes ... 

i will embrace me and all that i am ... and be ...
me in 2010 .....

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and many blessings to  each and everyone of you that have kept sending me the love that pulled me back ...